Last night went differently as planned. After long talks with Angela about my relationship with Eric I came the to safe conclusion that he's taking longer to fall in love than expected. Maybe this has to do with the fact that his ex "Did him wrong" so to speak. Either way, I'm getting the shaft end of the love here and I'm not to thrilled about it. Sure the long distance is rough but sometimes I feel like I'm making more of an effort here. Love letters, encouraging e-mails, silly comments via myspace and facebook. Not to mention the fact that he claims he loves this about me yet doesn't return the favor. I guess it's cause it's when I'm with him he takes care of me. The long distance part is the hard one. But with Dental Assistant school popping up next week I'm a little worried the relationship is going to feel it. He starts his classes on the 30th and mine start on the 20th. I'm still looking for a job to pay my speeding ticket which i have to have paid by the 25th or it's an episode of cops for me my brother pointedly jokes. That's right, I'm sure he'd love to see his 20 year old sister on COPS just to brag about it to his friends. Plus, I'd rather not have a warrant out for my arrest AND have a suspended liscense on top of it! How else will I get to school? Mix that in with the fact Eric's been busy as hell and I crave my attention...DISASTER! Plus, I have to have money for a plane ticket for thanksgiving with his family. The Ol' Mum isn't too happy that I wont be spending it with the family this year but I told her he wants me to spend it with him and his family. It should be intresting partially due to my non-christian/vegetarian/Mexican & NOT El Salvadorian ways. Aparently there is a rumor I hear that Mexicans and El Salvadorians hate each other with a passion. This has come up a few times when Eric has made claims that "Mexican's think they know everything! They don't!" It was then that I had to say, "Uhm, babe...I'm Mexican or did you forget?" I'm already planning on buying myself something nice but casual. I was thinking a pair of some A&F jeans and Juicy Couture top with some Christian Louboutin pumps just for the sake of it all. Not that I expect them to know what/who I'm wearing but I want to let them know that I'm not their average run of the mill girlfriend. Marriage has been discussed lightly and according to his best friend I'm aparently "The One". Let's hope it stays that way unless the family starts telling him he can't marry someone who's a non-christian. If need be I'll renounce my religion, "Au revoir Catholic Jesus!". Besides, it's not everyday you meet someone your willing to do that for. I'm not necessarily the most religious person on the block like ol' mum, but I definately have my faith. My brother Matthew really doesn't have any and "Stalin" AKA my dad is half as bad as ol' mum. Kind of strange for a family of Catholic Mexicans if you ask me. But now to my original point that I have not gotten to! As my dad watched the Olympics last night I kept chastising him for "FUNDING THE COMMUNISTS!" via television. He never changed the chanel and I had to live with it for the next 45 minutes as the ol' mum and I had a chat about my future and my relationship with Eric. She said "It's all in the good lord's hands" when I decided to tell her, "Mum, Eric says your an idol worshiper." She found this indeed hilarious and proceded to let out a huge laugh that very well could have shaken the house! "Pfft, IDOL WORSHIPER", now that's a good one!" Shortly thereafter the discussion of "Defending ones faith", I made my way down the stairs where I popped 3 of my ambien since the regular 1 hasn't seemed to work as I suppose I've built up a tollerance. I talked to Eric briefly before going into my "I can't remember what happened last night" mode. All I know is I woke up this morning and I made a phone call I shouldn't have made to an old friend of mine. No, it wasn't my ex but it wasn't someone I wanted to talk to. Hopefully they don't call me back today to discuss it. AWKWARD!!! To end this rambling...a fun fact!!! Did you know that the electric chair was invented by a dentist? That sick bastard!!! Until next time, keep it fresh :]
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