Back from a long and overly due time off

Ah, the wait has been much too long my friends! Now that I find myself complete with school I have the daunting task of finding employment. For me, it seems as though all my time in school has sheltered me from the world and what has been going on in it. After a rebound relationship with another guy named Erik my broken heart has finally healed; or at least it feels that way for now. I realized that when I started this blog 2 years ago I was such a different person in so many ways but at the same time I'm quite happy into the young woman I have become. LA has definitely taken it's toll on me physically as now when I hear my father make comments such as, "Wow, you sure have lost a lot of weight!", it makes me smile! Be as it may, I have come to appreciate the superficiality that plagues these city streets; at least people take care of themselves. With that said I'm speaking with my high school sweetheart who wrote quite a lovely poem for his rather unfaithful girlfriend. This leads me to question how two people who have never met and only chatted online can be "In Love". If you ask me it's quite silly and ridiculous. As for why he would write her a song/poem I'm unsure, but, I still do find the gesture quite kind. My love life or lack of one hopefully will change in the soon future as I have a few more dates lined up for the weekend. I think I'm ready to fall in love again after a long wait. If I do have a promising date than I shall change my profile picture but until then it shall remain the same of an old yet distant memory that I hold very close to my heart.